Euphoria.

First of all, i found this word intriguing, thanks too Usher’s song “Euphoria.” It’s another word for happiness or ecstasy. Anyway, back to the blog.. There are those moments where you’re at your happiest. Say, you just had a friend who came back from a different country and you decided to hang until he or she returns. Since the persons time is limited, you would obviously make that persons stay count and enjoyable. So that means pure euphoria for you and your friend. (I hope i used the word Euphoria correctly in this sentence) I would say my most Euphoriacle moment would be hanging with my friends in general. I mean who wouldn’t be at their happiest when you’re with people who care and understand you, right? I mean would you smoke weed and talk about your problems with your parents? NO. Of course not! Well, unless they do wanna smoke up with you… Sorry, out of topic again, lol. So Usher’s song has lyrics like “We found; We found, EUPHORIA!” That means we found happiness, if you translate it to normal english. I made this out of pure boredom! I hope you all have a euphoricalicious day! HAHA. (Yes, i made that word, it sounds better for me.)

Dear Future Me.

Dear Lucian, you better be an awesome husband like marshal, and a professional choreographer by the time you read this. Never forget to do what you love! Speaking of love, did you marry the girl of your dreams? If you didn’t then I am currently disappointed at you. If you did then I am so proud of you for fulfilling that gap in your heart that has been irritating you since the day you wrote this letter. How are your friends? Are they the friends that are priceless? Are they the friends that stick by you no matter what? Most importantly, are they like Patrick and Emma from Perks Of Being A Wallflower? (If you still remember this movie, which i know you do.) I hope you have beautiful children. Remember? We thought of having one girl and one boy. Just make sure you never reach five or more. Knowing us both, we’d die. Did you ever meet your idols? You know who! Brian Puspos, Ian Eastwood, etc. As long as its Mos Wanted Crew then you’re all good. One more thing man. Always remember to choose whatever makes YOU happy, cause YOU are the only person that can make that happen. All of these things written down on this letter may or may not happen. Just make sure no one else chose the path you’re living in. Make sure it was you all the way. You don’t wanna end up regretting it you whole life, right? God bless man! PS: Buy Arizona watermelon everyday!                                                      

My First Love.

I remember that day vividly.. It started when i texted you out of nowhere thanks to a certain friend of mine. I would text you everyday to ask “How’s your day?” or help you out with your problems and you would do the same for me. In time i eventually fell in love with you, i mean how can i not? You’re smart, pretty, kind, not to mention generous. You’re everything i hoped to look for, but what i missed most of all was that sweet-beautiful smile that just lights up my day. Everytime i get the opportunity to see that smile, my day just goes from dreadful to perfect. I reminisced that day we hung out in Magallanes park, you’d talk about some issues you had while i just stare into your eyes and see how lucky i am to be right here next to you. At the end of that day i asked you if you liked me, you said “YES I DO!” Inside i was rejoicing like a little boy who got a his first toy… Lol. Anyways, i told you, “Well i you obviously know i like you too.” As time went by we were happy, but eventually a problem occured. I had a dilema with a friend of mine who loved you dearly. He loved you way before i did.. The thing that hurt him the most was i knew he loved you, but i was the one who got you. So, i had to make that decision that changed me… Always remember this, i broke up with you because i knew he was a better guy for you. I loved you with all my heart. Never EVER forget that! All those rumors that i’d rather play video games then be with you is complete and utter BULLSHIT! I’m happy that you’re finally happy with him. Now i don’t regret anything anymore. After some deep-thinking, i knew i did the right thing. “You’ll never know it was precious to you until it’s gone.”