What Is Love?

What is love? Love is that moment you have a bunch of butterflies flying around in your stomach. Love is that feeling we need to get by each day. Love is acceptance without question. Love is forgiving without question. Love is what makes you a better person. Love is you and a girl watching the stars at night. Love is writing her letters about how you adore her in every way, like what John did.(dear john) Love is like water, it flows. Love is like how Romeo expresses love to Juliet through poetry and passion. Love is kissing each other under the moonlight, on a canoe. Love is kissing with passion that leads to intercourse.

Love is hugging each other through the hard times and the good times. Love is what keeps you sane. Love is everything you've hoped for. Love is an unexplainable feeling.(Funny i'm explaining it right now) Love is that moment when you call her up and she/he answers with a "Hey babe, miss you, mwah!" Love is not caring whether she's/he's rich or poor. Love is enjoying a day in Paris with her/him. Volunteering your life for someone else is love. Sacrificing for someone's well-being is love. Passion and dedication is love.

Staying up all night for that certain text is love. When two couples fight and ignore each other for a long time, but they end up calling each other at the end to say "I'm so sorry! I miss you, oh so much." is love. Breaking up, but still reminiscing about him/her is love. I bet by now you get what i'm trying to say. We all need love to survive and to thrive in this world of ours. One more thing, never forget the greatest love we've received. What's that, you asked? GOD's never-ending-caring-forgiving-accepting love for us all!

The Other Side Of You.

The point of this blog, is to show you that no one should hide the truth from others, especially from "YOURSELF." Let's start things of with the most common lie. What is it, you ask? That moment you find out if you're straight, or you find interest in the same sex. First of all lying to everyone and yourself wouldn't help anything, because they'll eventually find out. Be happy for the kind of person God intended you to be. If you're gay(yes, i used the word gay. Don't be mad. It's just a word) then don't be ashamed. Show the world what you're made off! A lot inconsiderate-bastard-people like making fun of others who're not straight. Let me tell you this, those people are heading to a place where they will be made into shit, and be boiled into "HIS" pot. I noticed that homosexual people hide themselves so that they wouldn't be bullied or get picked on. I also noticed that they pretend to be straight and date girls, but they're secretly using them to cover up the fact that they're, well,  homosexual. Look, if you're a homosexual or bi or whatever, don't be afraid to show them who you are. If they judge you that means they're just inconsiderate people who have nothing to do but to judge others, cause their lives suck. I'm not a homosexual, but i have friends who are. And let me say, they're the best people to hang with. Their sense of humor is just hilarious! So, for the other homosexual people out there reading this, please, remember to not be afraid of who you really are.

Freedom!

Dear readers, I am a simple Filipino boy who will tell you something about "bullshit". Philippines is now under a law called Cyber Crime Law. This law prevents us from cursing; using torrents, and other stuff that seem fun. If we somehow break these rules, we will receive a Cyber Law Warrant that states for your arrest due to breaking the law. Now, why was the internet made? The internet was made so that life would be easier and endurable. The internet was made for freedom; to express ourselves in ways one cannot do in real life. This law is just simply martial law for our generation. I mean just think about it. You curse online then you'll be given a God damn warrant for your arrest. WHAT. THE. FUCK, right? We are people and we have rights! They agreed to push through this law due to some incident containing a person. Imagine, ONE. PERSON. Then they decide to come out with this insulting piece of crap of a law. What i can't believe is that we have no say in this. I mean c'mon! That's why we're in a democracy damn it! You other countries don't know how lucky you are at the moment. While we suffer under the same name that died for our freedom. It's ironic how an Aquino could just do this to us. His mother Cory and his father Ninoy went through hell for this country and to keep it under a democracy, but look what happened now.. So please help and say NO. TO. CYBER-CRIME-LAW!

October!

October. A month of mayhem and scaring old geezers. Just kidding! It's a start of a new month, and what are my expectations? My expectations for October is actually quite the opposite of what October is known for. I really want to find that girl i seek ever so. Yes, i am 16 and yes, i am just a teen. I know i'm still too young to be finding that "IT" girl, but my past relationships have been, well, uhmm.. Lets just say none of it worked out. Anyway, i have been reading this book called Looking For Alaska, though i'm not done reading it yet, it's still so beautiful to even think that there's a girl out there that has all of your interest at heart. I know there's no such thing as a perfect girl in this world, but there's always that girl you think is perfect. This book describes about this girl who has all of a guys and a girls interest. She's cool and popular. She fits in with any crowd. She just lights up your world with a smile. Her hair flows as the wind passes by. Best of all, you can't hate her. Lucian have finished reading the book? As i said i haven't finished reading it yet. Imagine i'm already making a blog about this book and i haven't finished reading it yet. It must be that good, right? Back to the girl. I'm only on page 68 and this book has already changed my perspective on how my "IT" girl should be. What are my interest in a girl? A girl who isn't afraid of who she is. She has to be proud of it in fact! A girl who smiles every time no matter what the situation is. A girl who reads a lot of books. A girl who loves to hug.(Who doesn't like hugs, right?) A girl who won't JUDGE you at all.(A MUST)  A girl who loves you for who you are. A girl who isn't afraid to say what's on her mind. A girl who loves to cuddle.(My favorite) Most of all; A girl who wouldn't cheat on you no matter what happens. So that's my expectation for October everyone. I know it seems to much for a month to give me that girl, but hey, you'll never know, maybe she's that girl next door that you've never noticed, or that girl your friend talks about, but you just weren't listening. That's my insight, i hope you all enjoyed reading this!  HAVE A FUN OCTOBER EVERYONE!

My Life As A Student.

My life as a student has been really hard. Lets start with CSA, my old school. During my grade school years i was an outsider or outcast if you will. I’d get bullied for being too short or too skinny in my class. So, i guess you could say that my feelings were hurt, though i always kept a positive outlook. One time my “So called friends” kept bullying other kids around the batch, if only you could see the look on those kids faces.. What i’m trying to say is that bullying, well affected my grades and everything i did when i was a kid. I didn’t feel like i was loved by anyone besides my family. When  i was turning grade six, i left CSA. I ended up in Kennedy International School, and let me say that school changed me. I started being less childish, or what we pinoy’s call “TOTOY”, anyways, this school changed me, because they thought me how to be a better person. The school has some students who were autistic, i never made fun of them, because they have as much right as us, right? Fast forwarding a little bit.. I visited CSA when i was around 14, and i met a lot of new friends like Randell, Justin, Alrick, akira, you get the picture. I asked my parents if i could move back to CSA, they were like “Why? I thought you hated that school” said my parents. I told them that i made some new friends and that i’ve changed. There was problem though, i had to be first year again to join them, so i did. Everyone got shocked that i moved back especially my old batchmates.. I didn’t feel the slightest bit of awkwardness, i knew i was coming back as a new person. The year ended and i had the time of my life, then the dumbest thing happened, oops i repeated, AGAIN! Talk about not learning your lesson, right? When i entered school after summer everyone started to stare at me and they were saying i was the boy who repeated twice, so yeah.. Here comes the “bullying and backstabbing again” I felt the same as i did when i was still in grade school. I regret everything i did during the last year when i moved back. In my head “How could i have let this happen?” “I thought i made a change with my life”. I went through a break down.. The type where you hit rock bottom and you just wanna give up. But obviously i had to suck it up and i met a lot of newer people and newer classmates. I had to admit, i had so much fun with those new batchmates of mine. The year ended and well, my grades were still mediocre, but passing. Though i had to change school thanks to a certain douchy teacher which i won’t mention the name. I moved to another school called Reach International School now this school was the game changer if i screwed this one up i would never forgive myself. Here i am now almost three months in this school changing everything i did in past. I have newer friends which came along the summers; I made new classmates; I even got better grades. For the people who are reading this blog, let me remind you that “It’s never to late to change”.

Friends With Benefits.

“No feelings “, they said. “No cuddling after sex”, they said. “No complementing, just sex”, they said. Here’s what i think about it, it’s just a bunch of bullshit. You’ll eventually have feelings for each other. That’s why it’s called “SEX.” Sex is about having intercourse with someone you have feelings for, so trust me when i say, Friends with benefits never work out. (This is a short yet straight forward.)

Euphoria.

First of all, i found this word intriguing, thanks too Usher’s song “Euphoria.” It’s another word for happiness or ecstasy. Anyway, back to the blog.. There are those moments where you’re at your happiest. Say, you just had a friend who came back from a different country and you decided to hang until he or she returns. Since the persons time is limited, you would obviously make that persons stay count and enjoyable. So that means pure euphoria for you and your friend. (I hope i used the word Euphoria correctly in this sentence) I would say my most Euphoriacle moment would be hanging with my friends in general. I mean who wouldn’t be at their happiest when you’re with people who care and understand you, right? I mean would you smoke weed and talk about your problems with your parents? NO. Of course not! Well, unless they do wanna smoke up with you… Sorry, out of topic again, lol. So Usher’s song has lyrics like “We found; We found, EUPHORIA!” That means we found happiness, if you translate it to normal english. I made this out of pure boredom! I hope you all have a euphoricalicious day! HAHA. (Yes, i made that word, it sounds better for me.)

Dear Future Me.

Dear Lucian, you better be an awesome husband like marshal, and a professional choreographer by the time you read this. Never forget to do what you love! Speaking of love, did you marry the girl of your dreams? If you didn’t then I am currently disappointed at you. If you did then I am so proud of you for fulfilling that gap in your heart that has been irritating you since the day you wrote this letter. How are your friends? Are they the friends that are priceless? Are they the friends that stick by you no matter what? Most importantly, are they like Patrick and Emma from Perks Of Being A Wallflower? (If you still remember this movie, which i know you do.) I hope you have beautiful children. Remember? We thought of having one girl and one boy. Just make sure you never reach five or more. Knowing us both, we’d die. Did you ever meet your idols? You know who! Brian Puspos, Ian Eastwood, etc. As long as its Mos Wanted Crew then you’re all good. One more thing man. Always remember to choose whatever makes YOU happy, cause YOU are the only person that can make that happen. All of these things written down on this letter may or may not happen. Just make sure no one else chose the path you’re living in. Make sure it was you all the way. You don’t wanna end up regretting it you whole life, right? God bless man! PS: Buy Arizona watermelon everyday!                                                      

My First Love.

I remember that day vividly.. It started when i texted you out of nowhere thanks to a certain friend of mine. I would text you everyday to ask “How’s your day?” or help you out with your problems and you would do the same for me. In time i eventually fell in love with you, i mean how can i not? You’re smart, pretty, kind, not to mention generous. You’re everything i hoped to look for, but what i missed most of all was that sweet-beautiful smile that just lights up my day. Everytime i get the opportunity to see that smile, my day just goes from dreadful to perfect. I reminisced that day we hung out in Magallanes park, you’d talk about some issues you had while i just stare into your eyes and see how lucky i am to be right here next to you. At the end of that day i asked you if you liked me, you said “YES I DO!” Inside i was rejoicing like a little boy who got a his first toy… Lol. Anyways, i told you, “Well i you obviously know i like you too.” As time went by we were happy, but eventually a problem occured. I had a dilema with a friend of mine who loved you dearly. He loved you way before i did.. The thing that hurt him the most was i knew he loved you, but i was the one who got you. So, i had to make that decision that changed me… Always remember this, i broke up with you because i knew he was a better guy for you. I loved you with all my heart. Never EVER forget that! All those rumors that i’d rather play video games then be with you is complete and utter BULLSHIT! I’m happy that you’re finally happy with him. Now i don’t regret anything anymore. After some deep-thinking, i knew i did the right thing. “You’ll never know it was precious to you until it’s gone.”