October!

October. A month of mayhem and scaring old geezers. Just kidding! It's a start of a new month, and what are my expectations? My expectations for October is actually quite the opposite of what October is known for. I really want to find that girl i seek ever so. Yes, i am 16 and yes, i am just a teen. I know i'm still too young to be finding that "IT" girl, but my past relationships have been, well, uhmm.. Lets just say none of it worked out. Anyway, i have been reading this book called Looking For Alaska, though i'm not done reading it yet, it's still so beautiful to even think that there's a girl out there that has all of your interest at heart. I know there's no such thing as a perfect girl in this world, but there's always that girl you think is perfect. This book describes about this girl who has all of a guys and a girls interest. She's cool and popular. She fits in with any crowd. She just lights up your world with a smile. Her hair flows as the wind passes by. Best of all, you can't hate her. Lucian have finished reading the book? As i said i haven't finished reading it yet. Imagine i'm already making a blog about this book and i haven't finished reading it yet. It must be that good, right? Back to the girl. I'm only on page 68 and this book has already changed my perspective on how my "IT" girl should be. What are my interest in a girl? A girl who isn't afraid of who she is. She has to be proud of it in fact! A girl who smiles every time no matter what the situation is. A girl who reads a lot of books. A girl who loves to hug.(Who doesn't like hugs, right?) A girl who won't JUDGE you at all.(A MUST)  A girl who loves you for who you are. A girl who isn't afraid to say what's on her mind. A girl who loves to cuddle.(My favorite) Most of all; A girl who wouldn't cheat on you no matter what happens. So that's my expectation for October everyone. I know it seems to much for a month to give me that girl, but hey, you'll never know, maybe she's that girl next door that you've never noticed, or that girl your friend talks about, but you just weren't listening. That's my insight, i hope you all enjoyed reading this!  HAVE A FUN OCTOBER EVERYONE!